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She closed the door quietly behind herself as she reentered the apartment. Part of her wanted to slide along the door and collapse on the concrete flooring, putting her head in her hands. People often did that in movies when they couldn't deal with the situation outside. But she restrained herself, and went to sit on the couch instead.
There had been a heavy breeze on the roof of the apartment, and it had turned her long black hair into a thousand bird nests. Her fingers got stuck in it when she tried to get the tangles out. Wind always made her feel tangled, and when others remarked how invigorating a cool breeze could be on their cheeks, she usually said she felt like a homeless woman, or that she was stuck in Siberia. She burrowed into the couch cushions, pulling her sweatshirt over her knees and considering how many minutes of solitude she could get away with.
There was another full bottle of red wine sitting on the kitchen counter, beckoning to her. She was already feeling the last few glasses, but her hands still felt stiff and shaky, and if more wine could make the minutes drip by more smoothly, then maybe she could go back outside and finish the evening without incident. She got up, backing around the bottle, to search for wine glasses in unfamiliar cabinets. She opened them one by one, gingerly, and finding the glasses, set one next to the wine. Once free, the liquid spilled out thick and oily, a cheep wine, as usual. She didn't like the flavor of wine, good or bad, and this depressed her, so accentuating her dependence on the substance, her dependence on escape. She downed the glass in a few long pulls, and, feeling more pleasantly disconnected, ascended again.
There had been a heavy breeze on the roof of the apartment, and it had turned her long black hair into a thousand bird nests. Her fingers got stuck in it when she tried to get the tangles out. Wind always made her feel tangled, and when others remarked how invigorating a cool breeze could be on their cheeks, she usually said she felt like a homeless woman, or that she was stuck in Siberia. She burrowed into the couch cushions, pulling her sweatshirt over her knees and considering how many minutes of solitude she could get away with.
There was another full bottle of red wine sitting on the kitchen counter, beckoning to her. She was already feeling the last few glasses, but her hands still felt stiff and shaky, and if more wine could make the minutes drip by more smoothly, then maybe she could go back outside and finish the evening without incident. She got up, backing around the bottle, to search for wine glasses in unfamiliar cabinets. She opened them one by one, gingerly, and finding the glasses, set one next to the wine. Once free, the liquid spilled out thick and oily, a cheep wine, as usual. She didn't like the flavor of wine, good or bad, and this depressed her, so accentuating her dependence on the substance, her dependence on escape. She downed the glass in a few long pulls, and, feeling more pleasantly disconnected, ascended again.
Literature
Kiss of Darkness
Kiss of Darkness,
run through me.
Give me blood
that I may be.
Last deep breath,
Grip like stone
Kissing death and
Crushing bone.
Literature
A Bad Child's Guide To Monsters
A Bad Child's ABC Guide to Under-the-bed and Closet Monsters
Beware, beware the Allignight
Its teeth are sharp. Its eyes are bright.
If you don't want to end up dead,
Be sure to check beneath your bed.
And if at night you hear a howl,
The Banda's come to disembowel.
The empty little kids can't shout
When their insides have been torn out.
And screeching means a Calder's come.
It does no good at all to run.
For it will drag you to its den
And slowly tear off all your skin.
And if a Drylak comes don't cry
If it gets in, you will not die.
It has a huge and dripping nose
And hides its boogers in your clothes.
And if an
Literature
Tired - amusedtangerine
I'm tired of saying "I'm sorry"
I'm tired of hearing "you owe me"
I'm tired of misunderstandings leading to
him being mad at me for stupid shit
I'm tired of feeling used
I'm tired of bringing it on myself
I'm tired of causing so much pain
I'm tired of not trying in things that ought to matter
And I'm sick of trying to heal people that don't want to get well
I'm sick of trying to fix people
That I secretly know I can't.
I'm tired of living my life day to day and not getting anywhere
I'm sick of the cycles my life follows
I'm tired of living within my restraints
And I'm sick of being too lazy to break free of them
I'm sick of be
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I saw typos, but I'm sure you don't really care about them.
One thing: If you want to get into the head of an alcoholic, I strongly suggest reading "The Lost Weekend" by Charles Jackson
One thing: If you want to get into the head of an alcoholic, I strongly suggest reading "The Lost Weekend" by Charles Jackson